Up To Here

from Lost & Found by Vermillion Heights

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Dancing around my head;
These thoughts have no end.
Just like a record I’m meant to be spun
And scratched
Til’ my repetition puts me through the window.
But this disposition too shall pass,
Even if I still invalidate myself
On the daily.
I’ve just had it up to here.
With the antagonist in my mind,
Their words hang in rhyme
And I think I’ve got the time.
Yeah I’m getting in line
For the acceptance you find
Every day just for feeling aligned.
And I’ve had it up to here.


This is,
A feeling I can’t begin to convey so
I’m just letting it go softly.
And I’m not sure of all this judgment
In my head.
I need to sleep instead of think
When I’m in bed.
(When I’m in bed)


Is it all just a means to an end?
I just keep fumbling over and over again.
And I don’t think I can stand on my own two feet.
Would somebody take the lead?
(Do you believe)
Would you believe I’m uncomfortable?
(I’m not supposed to look like this)
Cause I’ve been conditioned to think
That I’m not supposed to look like this.


And would it even be worth my time
To tell myself not to keep changing my mind
Because I can’t seem to decide
How I should look on the daily?
And frankly,


I’ve had it up to here,
And I’ve had enough this year.


Round after round I just keep going down.
Round after round
I’m just waiting for the bell to sound.

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from Lost & Found, released September 10, 2020

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